dont even know where to start....

wow. my first shot at blogging. who knows who will end up reading this....i dont really even care. i am starting this blog with the main intention of outletting my frustrations....my internal war. the thing that creates the most turmoil in my life. its an ongoing battle.....and it never ends...even though at times, i convince myself that i have finally overcome it.
you must be on the edge of your seat.....i certainly would be...(as i am my own best audience!!;)--
but i must interrupt this deep blogging experience for an interlude of a comedic episode that just went down. it is currently 12:05 am. i am on my 3rd EXTREMELY strong Vodka/strawberry lemonade/and orange juice. are you utterly shocked that my grammar is this good while this 'intoxicated'? i certainly am.....but then again, i havnt proofread this while sober yet!;)
on to my detour. i am at Chrissy and Anams house in the city. a few of their friends are over, and i have my large eared sidekick -chichi chihuahua- on my lap. i am deeply involved in titleing this blog correctly and effieciently.....wrapped in a lovely sky blue oversized polar fleece blanket...while sipping my overly strong vodka mix. someone asks Chrissy for a snack....i ask her for my FOURTH drink (not water).....we smell smoke.....and hear screaming from the kitchen. Chrissy obviously has outdone me on the vodka drinks-----the microwave is producing larger than life flames-----and her explanation is that she had put a wicker basket in the microwave filled with pita bread. ok.....so i am blonde....and quite intoxicated.....but I.....Blonde Olivia....even in this state.....would NEVER ....EVER CONSIDER.....putting a WICKER BASKET in the microwave (love you Chrissy<3). anyways.....had to put myself up a bit there.....before this all goes downhill for me. :):) lets also congratulate my loyalty to this blog before we really get down and dirty!-----the house was up in FLAMES.....and i was STILL blogging away. true diehard spirit. i am going to keep all 2 of you in suspense.....and continue this blog another day.....
love to all.....
and this is dedicated to FT....but only this first one F! :)
more to come.....
*aSparklyBlonde*